I am a gay Christian singer. I was a singer before everything else. When I was a baby my grandmother walked into my room and heard me singing in the crib. I could sing before I could talk, before I could flirt and before I could pray.
My whole life has been one extended song. I sing when I’m happy, when I’m sad, when I’m stressed and when my mind is a blank. After sex and before sex, when I’m at the dining room table and in class when doing a math problem. I’m always writing little songs, making up little choruses and verses about the most insignificant crap.
I always knew that God was there. The invisible presence that seemed incredible real - inescapable. In my heart is written Proverbs 4:23 - Above all else, guard your heart for it is the wellspring of life. Who wrote that on my insides and why? My dad is a lawyer - fairness has always been incredibly important. God is becoming more real as time passes. I’m dazzled by the love of Jesus - I want everyone to know and worship God.
I’m gay. By grade 10 I knew it was not going to change. I've only had one boyfriend - 19 years older, what an amazing person. We lasted 5 years before our relationship was killed in the great Armageddon of Gay vs Christian. The battle is over now, mostly Gay and Christian live peaceably but sometimes Fundamentalist stirs up dissension. Nobody wants me now. I think it’s because I remind them of Jesus. Maybe it’s because I’m a horrible flapping queen?! I’m praying for a partner. God will provide the companionship I need. My friends are great. I have a place in this world.
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